Fabulously Exhausted

Kelly: Our household goods arrived today. Three men-two of whom spoke little or no English- and a fit, tattooed multi-lingual man moved our furniture and belongings from 5 crates on the back of their truck into our home. Most of the move took place through the big window facing the street. We had only two casualties and one near miss. We lost a silver framed mirror from our bedroom and a shoe rack. One of the older men told us he would probably have to cut our box spring to get it up the tight staircase...I was not thrilled. However, my fears were allayed as the other two men deftly maneuvered both box springs up the staircase.

I left mid-move to attend a COSR-SR (Combat and Operational Stress Response/Staff Resiliency) team meeting. I was thrown into the fire. The head of the department announced that I would be running the meeting. Remember, that I still don't understand the program or what my role is supposed to be! So, I fumbled through with only a few glitches. However, I still can't believe that the program really doesn't have structure. I talked with another new staff member, a medical social worker and former EAP psychologist, for 40 minutes after the meeting. She has lots of good ideas and is excited about being a part of thie team. That re-vitalized me! I checked in about my office and found out that I would have a vacant space at the end of the BH hall across from the mean, first-line supervisor. Then, I found out that he is deploying, where he will probably be much happier. I am beginning to wonder if the lack of guidance is a test..can she figure out what she is supposed to do? Can she find the bathroom?

I returned home to a big mess, and I couldn't have been happier! Comforted by our belongings, I began unpacking. I also heard from a few friends back home...yippee! It is now 6 hours later. My glee is masked by fatigue as I sit on our couch and surrounded by our half-unpacked home, looking forward to a good night's rest on our mattress covered by our soft, freshly washed sheets. Tomorrow we celebrate Veteran's Day. This year, I have a new appreciation for the day. After seeing several Soldiers and Airmen yesterday, fresh from Iraq and Afghanistan, I don't have to work tomorrow and am grateful for those who serve our country! And maybe this is a little cheesey, but I hope that my time here at this job can give back just a little to those who give selflessly everyday.